I know i love my parents more than anything,and i will love them all my life,i want to big THANK YOU for them, and ask WHY?
Sure they show me how much they love,and at the same time,they say that i wont reach anything in my life,talking about most important thing for me - career.
First i said i want to go in university in UK,and what i heard? :
- No, you can study only in lithuania ,and in our city.
That was too much, but wait… Then i said i want to buy new photo lens ,because since im 16years old i get job every summer with photography. Well then I hear:
- You have no talent , we wont give you money (in other words : Im not worth that)
Well i have my money,i found cheaper lens ,and i said give some money, next month when i get my paycheck i will give you back, ok i get money,i will buy that cheaper lens, but wait for more…
Today i found photography school, kinda nice, also cheaper then other, and well i said i want to go… They said: OK. So now it looks like they believe in me,and theeeen… guess what? I said that photography school will be good before university,and what i heard form them?
- you better search for a free place in local market , because you wont reach anything higher than that.
So now all i can say is: THANK YOU MOM AND DAD, now i just want to kill myself…
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Okay i’ve got few good news,
first of all only 24days left till marilyn manson concert in my city (FUCK YEAH)
and only 22 days left till my love will come back (in Lithuania)
and only 3 days left till i get my NEW telephoto lens ,
im so excited ,also tomorrow we have “Street Music Day” in our city, and im going there to take some pictures,
well that is it for today i hope you all have reasons to be happy like me,
Diamond aka Bembis
xx
today i am so in love with thoughts about children…
here’s some photos from my album…
